Well just now took a look at my friend's blog, her post made me felt touch. And else, we quarreled. Miss him so much this moment but can't contact, I knew he's in bad mood due to certain facts. Anyway, felt disappointed about that. Don't even know what happened to me, my study mood all gone, disappeared, whole mind full of him. *SIGH
We'll have exam paper tomorrow, I guess my mind was mess. Without any revising effort in tomorrow's subject, totally not motivated, and quite worried about him. I knew he was trying hard to revise this subject. Over the past I loved this subject so much, but now, sorry. I hate it! This subject made me frighten, fear of it, because every time when the day of practical comes, my heart pumped faster than usual. I'm not kidding and it was true. Whatever it made us quarreled many times. I HATE it!
I hate his sad-to-des behaviour, however I can't change it. I felt that I'm useless but he kept told me I'm not. I know. I knew he hated this subject so do I NOW. Those terms are not available to be inserted into his mind. But then I can't help him. Next semester I will be more busy, He need to be independent. But I will support him all the time. No matter we quarrel or anything.
It's nearly 1am now, finished flashing all those notes but I can't make sure I can't remember all tomorrow, how good if this subject is disappear from our exam authorization slip. *PRAY Hope he really will pass this subject and hope he will get nice CGPA for this semester. Whoever saw this post please pray for him can ma? Sincerely, here I thanks to all.
Dear don't give up, I will support you and you still have a bunch of friends. I know it's difficult and you hate it, but at least try your best.
And lastly I would like to thank my friends, for supporting me although we just recognized for a short period. Glad to know you all and love you all. =)
